2008

2009-03-03T05:52:00.000-08:00

Addicted,

meaningless. might post a longer one next time. :)
this week boredboredbored.
bored stiff, Lol!

we're going to perfrom & might skip some lesson tomoro. (yay)
it's not going to be that fun either, atually.
tons of homework to be done yeps.
ZZZ...

2009-03-03T03:36:00.001-08:00

i just want to let you know,

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.
.
hello!
LOL, life plain boring !
D:D:D:

2009-02-28T22:13:00.000-08:00

PLEASE RELINK :D

2008-12-31T00:52:00.000-08:00

Under maintance.
With love, ♥

2008-12-25T04:22:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D

gawd, what a sight. Lol
i'm not feeling christmassy though.
addicted to twilight currently & couldnt get my eyes off edward.
he sucha rare guy, sucha gentleman you find nowadays.
anyway, didnt get to celebrate christmas. (BORED)

why isit that difficult to celebrate christmas like before.
what does i want ?
which feeling am i searching so hard for.
why isit so hard.
understand me is something, empathy me is another.

heh! :) ., at least i bought my new bag w yuenyee.
I AM NO SUPERWOMEN ! ;P

Labels: clueless\

2008-12-18T21:44:00.000-08:00

shakespeare,♥

went out on tue. Lol
nothing much, cuz my cousin wanted to swim.
but i was too lazy to swim.
thus went inside to slacked, they keep splashing me with water !
they veryyyy bad lor, haa!
that lifeguard blew his wistle at me when he saw me eating near th pool.
gawd, darn that guard please.
it was like ohssoooo ._.
didnt manage to escape from unescessary embarrassment though.
went out with gouyue, weine & rachellll on wed, escape.
they v hiong lor, make me go to the top of th viking.
they dont want pei me go inside th haunted house ! D:
might continue later, now no mood !

2008-12-10T05:46:00.000-08:00

spare time, please !

CURRENT MOOD: LAZY ! ;O
Lolllll.
decided not to update after a strong urge told me not to.
i didnt wrote th post on what extension in msia.
pratically, he wrote nonsense. HAHAH !
& my hand darn fking crumpled now. ):
you know th result when we soak our hands in water for a very long time ?
urgh, fed up.
i couldnt believe this was what i get after washing my shoe for like 1hour plus lo
if only i could buyyyyy a new shoe for chrissake (?!)
fucka, there something i haven complete.
decided to wrap my books this year ! ;x
mummy said she getting my wrapping paper soon.
yeahs, soon. two more weeks before school reopens.
& i couldnt believe this, i miss scho0lzxzx.
i know it kind of, ROFL. Lolol
speechless. i felt neither way.
screwed, mixed feelings.
damn. damn. damn. damn. damn.
disappointed becuase i couldnt be with gouyue anymore.
angry because you know why.
happy because i can study again ?!
sad because i need to get up early again.
FYI. i woke up at 11am today.
lethargic because i dont want see rachellll.
hope she doesnt see this. ;P
LALALAAAA!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
i want to be an alien, & scare people away !
insert evil expression*
Zzz, just kidding.
randomly, i got myself addicted to gameboy.
yeps, i know. retro ?!
i am superrrrr thirsty now.
pokemon (sapphire) and mario are my fave. :)
toodles. ♥
anyway, is bolt nice (?)
i need comment, people!
with love, for chuzxzx.

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beauty & th beast, th best combination. ;)

2008-12-04T00:29:00.000-08:00

ADVERTISE.

was interneting surfing just now.
& yeps, tying to save hard for my -

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yes, all look so nice ryte ?
gawddddddd.
my mouth so pain nowwwwwww, aching.
maybe it was smth i ate just now.
LOLLLLLL.
& my stomach v pain ): !
urgh.

dont remember those times.
i am falling, soon.

2008-12-03T21:37:00.000-08:00

TWILIGHHHHHT ;)

YAAAAAAAAAAY !
heard that it's showing on 18dec.
though i am not a fan of stephanie mayer, but still ?
decided to watch, going to be nice i think. :)
MOVIE PLOT
When Bella's mother remarries and sends her to live with her father in the little town of Forks, Washington, she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen - a boy unlike any she's ever met. Intelligent and witty, he sees straight into her soul. Soon, Bella and Edward are swept up in a passionate and decidedly unorthodox romance, for Edward is a vampire. But he doesn't have fangs, and he doesn't drink human blood, as Edward and his family are unique among vampires in their lifestyle choice. To Edward, Bella is that thing he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy.

since dance over, might be going out with W.chien for work.
i finally finished reading SEE ISABELLE RUN.
it's a delightfully humorous, suspenseful mystery,
complete with clever means & ingenoius move.
wow, i took like 1week please.
uhm, so i am going to complete my book review ?
i ran out of inspiration to post alreadyyyy.
holidays bored th hell out of me!
addicted to little nyonya currently.
th show quite nice, recommended yeps.
anyway, does black specs suits me ?
i want to buyyyyy a nice nice fone, camera & an ipod soon. ;)
WHEEEEEEEEEES ~

OHHHHHH, this th trailer.
and i realised Edward Cullen quite shuai ! :)
anyway, since i've updated?
people,
tag more okay. :)
haha, cuz rachel said that if i update more,
people would tag more.
& she's going to owe me quite a number of tags,
since i've updating !

sometime, one out of th million things isint what it seems to be.♥

2008-11-28T02:49:00.000-08:00

hungry enough to kill & eat you! (:

19 new msg ?

hellllllllo earthings.
went out with yuen & gou yesterday.
had a fun time with them.
it been really long since we last went out together yeps.
anyway, hadnt really touched any holiday homewk.
looking for holiday jobs since i am really bored.
nothing much,
& ooooooh,somebody back.
HOHOHO!

2008-11-22T05:47:00.000-08:00

nasty people ! D:

wah, a sudden urge to blog.
so yeahs?
just came back from camp.
slacked sia, luckily it was so different from stjohn? phew*
but end up still getting headache & diarrhoea.
th floor so hard, cnt sleep lahhhh !
rachel was like asking me how cum i can sleep until like that th next day?
cuz my sleep bag was sorta out of it's place after upteens of turning of flipping.
th strange thing was that i could sleep really well th first day
& got a headache on th second day.
neverminds, forget it.
Letssee, had our dance as usual in th afternoon before our camp started?
had our own group & had our games.
my group - macho
okay, all because of fido. Zzz
th candle hunting was nice.
i cnt seems to find much candles.
xunlin & i got mixed up as twin.
do we look really alike? Lol.
& we bath in th guy's toilet at night! (:
wah, cool.
uhm? had our games as well th next day.
then had to dance for th perfromance at night.
had barbeque as dinner.
called shengang, cuz rachel miss his voice.
but she was too shy, thus didnt dare talkkkk to him.
end up i keep repeating smth, shhhhh*
then watched a jap ghost movie.
well, it doesnt look like one though.
& thank rachel for her shoulders when watching th not so ghost movie.
ahAHA!
dance camp was like okayokay lah.
nothing much.
not much pictures too, thou hadnt been using my fone.
arent i a good girl ? (:
anyway, it reminds me of sec3 camp next year, Lol.
i still remeber vividly how i survived th sec1 oriential camp.
that was fun!
stay at home today.
thinking of going out tomoro? i dont know.
stomach so pain lah.
gawddddd, now i miss korea so much.
of course i know you look down on me.
do as much as you want to,
i dont mind.

只有失去了才懂得怎么珍惜 ..

2008-11-16T18:17:00.000-08:00

one week just flew past, weird.

ohwell.
i am back (;
so tired.
& i miss singapore, badly.
shall be posting picture(s) istead of elaborating yeps.
i would roughly descirbe what happend lorh?

DAY ONE

why does it looks so familiar? HUMPH!

i seldom zilian dehs, smirk*

luckily there no sign that says fine.

i am tall, tall & talllllllll!

told you, i am not photogenic!

onetwothreeeee (:

ooooooh, we dont see this in singapore lo

had a midnight flight over to korea.
went to tour a place of autumn plants.
i dont know, i simply just forgot everything. haa
went bck hotel for spa. ohmygod.
there's smth i cnt say! maluuuu ;x
anyway, th hotel doesnt haf a bed.
we haf to sleep on th floor with blankets.

DAY TWO

my photography skills not bad eh?

it's autumn, mind you! Zzz

candid shot.

nothing lo, just tour.
it's darn tiring. but th scenery not bad.

DAY THREE

les with my mum.

hotel.

wine factory.

beside hotel.

ohyeahs?

shopping spree, LOL

we changed our hotel & this time luckily got bed lah.
or my back gonna ache when i come back s'pore.
shop & tour th nearby shops. i can hardly walk cuz it too cold.

DAY FOUR

take #1

take #2 , gawdddddd

UNGLAMED! ;x

i am not looking at shuaige.

bent down & ?

i want to flyyyyyy.

changed our hotel & it near th beach this time.
th beach is just beside th hotel loh, nicenice.

DAY FIVE

EVERLANDLANDLANDLAND! :D

where dreams come alive.

EVERLAND? nothing liaos. too sianz

DAY SIX

why does opposite sex attracts?

i want shuiage who rains. Lol, kidding.

went mad over this.

changed our hotel again, Lol.
shopping spree this time.
it wasnt fruitful.

& lastly.
LAST DAY

supposed to act emo. Zzz

great, i still got to settle down & complete darn loads of things.
i haf yet to rerurn my books, complete my hwk, & blahs.
and i realised i cnt get used to th weather here now liaos.
it was about 5-9degree in korea. damn
& regarding streaming, i am neither satisfied nor unhappy.
i am confused, Lol.
who doesnt want to go a good class?
but well, at least i can get into F not bad liaos.
hope i wont miss twog'08 too much yeahs.
i dont want to get too emotional again. Zzz

speechless, i dont know what to convey.

2008-11-07T18:43:00.000-08:00

life's good, when it comes to holiday.

HI.
HOME ALL DAY! ;D

well, that kindda sianz
i've got nothing to do, so you can imagine? real bored.
ahHAHA!
actually i've yet to complete my hwk ;P
neverminds.
i am lazyyyyyyy.
aye, dont talk about it liaos, so sianz.

been thinking alot during this holiday. like over & over again.
i felt so useless. urgh, regretted for not working hard enough.
everything screwed. i keep telling myself to be strong and everything.
whatever.

Fun, is what i always got.
that why, i always got myself into a mess i didnt planned.

& i think editing photos are quite fun since i've got really nothing to do.
and i realised msg are darn difficult to control when it comes to holidayyy.
i dont want to bao again, lameshytttttt.
i only left like 20$ plus for th whole NOV please.
my mum was like, eh you pay for all th extraaaa bills.
Zzz
oooooh, & i haf a sudden craving for french toast!
and a sudden yearning to visit newyorkkkkkk.
wahhhhs. Lol
i felt so darn (fat) when i haven been excerising except dance ;O
yayyyyy, ( )
sixteen. ten & twomoredays.

& regina making me darn *&^%$#@! nowadays. LOL.
luckily i never go ^^
HMPH! speechless
okay, i go for wilson now. Zzz
haha, kidding lahhhh.
ooooo, i am really kidding.
& current addiction - some1 watching over me. and tonight.
all from reg's blog.
okay, random
anybody willing to buy that signo pink pen from me?
got ink derlor, it's still new okay.
somemore still,
gouyue so bad lahhhhhh!
i ask her if she want to buy anot,
she keep laughing at me! bad gouyue.
i need money desperately. Lol.
looking for jobs this holiday too.
but i am afraid i doesnt haf th time.
there going to be alot of things coming up for me to do.
like my mum asking me to look for a tuition?
yeahs, had not even started looking.
sooooo yeps.
off now, toodles.

I am breaking down, soon!Breaking down.Breaking down.

[edited]
HOHOHO,
and 人生道路 ?
i just dont seems to understand.
life's short.
i HOPE HOPE & HOPE.
i just want to get into 3F, i promise i will work hard. give me one more chance. please
just one more, i begged.
[/edited]

2008-11-06T18:53:00.000-08:00

i wanted to be ..

HAHA! ;P

wheeees.
went out yesterday with yuenyee,gouyue,weinie, & sylvene.
watch hsm3, quite nice lahhhhhhhhhhhh.
but i dont really understand what th whole story about. Zzz
dance really suck lah, muacle ache mans.
cher still say what it th best time for us to train when it ache.
& i am going to stay at home today ! ;D
urgh, and i told myself to be strong. com'on.
i got to be mentally prepared.
i could haf just faint.
i dont want go 3E, please? pretty pretty please? ;x

anyway, i haf been tagged to do a quiz! (: by peihung baobei.
i am bored now, so well.
Rule #1 :
people who haf been tagged must write their answer on their blog and replace any questions that they dislike with a new questions formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 :
tag five people to do th quiz and those tag cannot refuse. these people must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag th person whom thy are tagged by continue this game by sending this to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
who dont have?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy older than you?
like duh? i go for mature guys. (;

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
uhms, yes and no

4. what would you do with a billion dollars?
make time stop. ohwell.
okay, first travel around th world.
some to my parents.
save some remainings, & some for my soft toys.
th rest for charity.

5. who in this world do you hate most?
you.

6. which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone ?
it works both way.

7. List out 15 favourite songs : [ not in order ]
wah, lazy. Lol

8. If th person you secretly like is being attached, what would you do?
fight till th end. i am confident that th guy would love me one day.
LOL, i am just kidding.

9. is there anything that make you extremely happy?
peace around th world.

10. what makes you angry?
anything that deserve me to be angry.

11. What would you see yourself in 10years time?
carreer women.

12. Who is currently th most important to you?
Family, Friends, etc.

13. What is th most important thing in your life?
that i got a chance to know this world.

14. single or attached?
neither {:

15. what is your fav colour?
white. cuz white is make up of seven different colours. Zzz

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
i'ill try

17. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
i am greedy, i'ill choose both ^^

18. Would you forgive & forget no matter how horrible a thing a someone has done.
no, i would revenge & most probably kill him/her.
Com'on as if.
that someone sure got his/her reason for doing so. so yeahs?

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
you suck, for stealing my heart {:

20. 5 people i have tagged :
i am not forcing anybody.

k, done!
going to complete some homework before i left singapore.
surprisingly, i found myself reading a chinese storybk. D:
CRAZY.
i am going finish a horny book, which i just started reading.
toodles. (:

2008-11-05T01:18:00.000-08:00

you didnt even realise, i am feeling this way.

urban cityyyy, singapore ;D

had fun dancing today ( sacarstically =/)
& i can imagine RACHEL giving me that face.
you know she said
"dance was great, how i hope it doesnt end. "
yeps, cuz she cnt bear to leave me for that one sec.
i can understand. ;D
okay, anyway.
spin quite alot today. urgh
giddy, & scolded.
neverminds.
then teacher told us how to gather feelings.
& i sort of found th feeling i want.
smirk*
and hopped about alot, doing some retard actions.
one of such is like we need to hold hand while we move in a circle? ;x
got nothing more to post. but there some things on my mind now.
this aint going away. & i am just so tired of trying.

[edited]
i had enough of you.
kindly please fuck off.
[/edited]

2008-11-04T05:15:00.000-08:00

till now ?

pay all your attention to regina.

damn. blogger so lag.
was like waiting for this pathetic photo to load like siao.
ahHAHA! okay.
& urgh, muscle ache.Lol
had dance todayyy.
like *&^%$#@ !
k, wont elaborate much.
tomoro haf dance again
Com'on, that life.

shall update next time when i arent that tired.
Zzz

ooo, anyway!
rilakkuma is cute. ;D

2008-11-01T06:17:00.000-07:00

what you want me to be?

he's a freak ;p

quite impossible he would visit my blog, so yeahs.
found this emoticon quite cute, --> ! :D
& i finally decided to post since after donkey years?
Zzz
holidayyyyyys. ohwells.
just came back from bugis, & got bomb again.
whatever, this is not th first time.
ooo, and had two session of drama lesson in school last two days?
urgh, miss school so much.
finally handed in my streaming form, at least a load off my mind.
i hadnt get over my result. i am afraid i really cnt. ;x
busy preparing to set off for my holiday.
wow, i am not really excited.
i dont know why.
i was having mood swing these few days. Lol.
i know this arent surprising since i am always behaving this way ._.
k, bye.
i've got nothing to post.
i am tired. tired, tired, tireeeed!

2008-10-25T20:03:00.000-07:00

i dont understand why, i dont know why. i need a way out.

back to th good old times ;D

went out yesterday.
bomb my mummy pockets. ;x
haa, but i am supposed to pay half of what i bought.
pathetic.Lol
anyway, it holidayyyyy.
it doesnt feel like one. Zzz
nothing to post leys. i am bored.
ohyah, & i feel like going mexico ;D
it a unique country.
k, going to finish five people you met in heaven, soon.
been reading since may? urgh.
anyway, had been reflecting. i know i've always take you for granted. sorry.
ooo, neverminds.
k, goodbye!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

memories shall be your partner,
you nuture it, you hold it, you dance with it.

2008-10-23T01:45:00.000-07:00

this isnt what i want*

ARTBOX. ;D

Lol. thanks people.
sorry for wetting regina tee.
sorry for making everybody wait ._.
i want KENJI! (:
& finally got my fone back.
i am like wow, so happy.
i thought smth happend to my fone lah, eeks.
Lol, seriously, i dint realise my fone was so important to me.
Zzz
everything is hard these few days.
com'on, but i will stay strong.
neverminds, cuz i am already get used to it,
cuz i am already tramautised.
but i dont understand why people always say one & does another.
choose threeg & say does want to be in threeg.
contridicting leys. Zzz
is threeg really that good? LOL.
unfortunately, i found myself want to go leys, but why.
so many subject leys, by right i shouldnt want to der.
alrights, i am a lazy student. ;p
if only there only 7 classes, H F E D C A B yeps.
no G, that so good.
then nobody would be so tired.
nobody would even bother fighting over a non-living thing.
that stupid class.
whyyyyyyyyyy.
urgh, soooooooo tired.
felt so good after hugging regina. ;D
HAHAH!
kidding.
i need my softoy for comfort.
I WANT COFFEEBEAR,
PINKPANTHER,
& ARTBOX BEAR! ;D
at least my fone back. yayyyyyyy.
i dont even dare to read my old post.
it gonna hurts more.
365 x 2 = 1020days. of fun, laughter.
we got our tears but that we shared.
we work hard as a class.
from one quiet, to a chaotic class.Lol.
teachers left & gooooo.
especially english lah.
secone orentiation was like uhms. hahah
i remember meeting hong regina in th toilet.
she stupid lah, go ask my name in th toilet.
haha! kidding.
alrights, i got to thank teachers for their continous support,
& their determination to teach me.
i love miss kathrina & miss khaw.
from one innocent child
who fail science everyday to one finally managed to get a pass.
& goodbye, twog.
two years. it just that hard to forget, aint it? ;x
i love you.

i promise myself not to think too much. Zzz
CHONGSHIQIN! gambatehhhh. ;D
however hard it is, i got to let go.
why had my psle result allowed me to enter chungcheng leys.
chungcheng a good school which i dont deserve.
))))))))))))))))))))): !

ohyah, anyway.
got some shuaige came to our school yesterday. =/
KENnnNNNnJI! damn shuai.
hahah, but currently no mood.
i just do my part as a host & ask them some idiotic question.
watashigoka name wa chungchenghigh desh.
i was so pakchekc talking to them
hahah, but quite fun.
their name abit weird weird too der, msn & fone no. too
Zzz

the day before yesterday, uhms got some scarnival.
quite fun lah.
shadnt elaborate on it.
k, i am tired. bye p e o p l e.

disapointment wells, & hung on rsolutely.
i can never forgive what happend to me.

2008-10-11T06:00:00.000-07:00

KOREA /}

click to enlarge picture.

eeks.
some gay. Lols.
Zzz
orh ! he pleaded me & wanted me to help him publicize.
thus i did, cuz i am a good girl ;D

2008-10-10T20:58:00.000-07:00

Now & forever ..

If You Are Not The One - Daniel bedingfield

exam over, like finally. Lol.
ohmygod. i cnt take it.
result would be out mans ;x
neverminds.
went bishan for lunch!
smirkies finally got their outings. Zzz.
it been quite long since we last went out.
we was like so noisy there lah!
ahHAHAH.
i am th noiest.
had my uaual hawaiaan pizza ? ;D
shared fries with yuenyee.
& took quite alot of gouyue unglamed pictos.
funny lahhhhhhh.
but didnt really enjoy my lunch either,
cnt seems to forget how i did my paper.
screwed it all.
i am still worry, with no 'ed' behind.
TLUSERISDEIRROW!
Zzz
THUNDERR.B

& my com gonna reformat, again. & again.
gonna lose all my files.
& download msn again.
stupid leys.
BOOOOOOOOHO !

isnt this cute ? ^[ . . ]^
did it myself. uhms yah satisfied. Zzz
i am bored, too bored !!
after exam was like ?
nothing to do leys.
& suddenly, i want to haf exam! >[
decided to fail all. nevermind derlah.

& random, hard boiled egg & soup for breakfast today ? ;x
plus one blueberry bread ?
like WOW.
i got to stock up my refrigerator soon.
Com'on, there nothing for me to eat this morning. Zzz.
& i've a sudden craving for chocolate latte.
& suddeny, i got a craving for my haagen daz icecream.
suddenly got a yearning to visit
all those tourism attractions, to go on singapore flyer !
suddenly, i miss those schooling days.
suddenly, i miss palau semakau cuz i had fun there.
suddenly, i miss hongkong.
orh, & i dont know if i am going out this year lah.
actually still deciding.Lol.
my mummy want to visit korea, & i want to go austrilla.
lame !
but still, can go out jiu hao ler.
at least better than staying at home, watch teevee.
i watch until veryyyy sian. Lol!
i knew thr would be alot holiday homework for next year der.
& holiday would be quite busy with all cca ?
always liddat.
got to practice for SYF. Lols.
CHRISTMAS COMING ! ;D
hoHOOHO!
i feel like decorating christmas tree this year leys.
k, bye people !
might go out later? maybe. Lols.
& tag more people ! ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

iwantcandyyycane :] `

2008-10-10T20:57:00.000-07:00

like i used to be,

You Are a Classic New York Cheesecake

Simple and sweet, you are a smooth operator.

You can get along with anyone ... though after a bit of time, you're too much to handle!

What Kind of Cheesecake Are You?

2008-09-22T05:14:00.001-07:00

[edited]

my dad took this picture.

NIL

NIL

i like th effect of this photo. (;

they veryyy pei lah ;D

[/edited]

JIAYOUS FOR EOY PEOPLE ;DDDDDD!
so envy th bride lah.
i want to get married soon! Lols.
hope my aunty & uncle live in bliss lah.
& i wont be updating soon.
but i'ill stay sohisticated as usual.

2008-09-22T00:35:00.000-07:00

when th clock stuck twelve*

FYI. this is singapore plaza. lols

schooling day.
boring.
keep yawning in class too =/
last friday is my birthday.
those who hadnt wish me, better wish me now.
i dont mind belated birthday. Lols.
kidding.
just want to thankyou people for th present & stuff.
i appreciate it. :D
you lahhhhhhhhhh, espically.

japanese outfit.

cuz saturday went wedding dinner tooo.
sunday then come back. was like rushing my hwk on board lah.
see? i sooo hardworking.
i can prefer to do it at home leys.
but i dint.
i am not going to elaborate so much either.
it was already evening when we reached there on saturday.
had buffet as dinner. it was meant to be a wedding party?
neverminds.
i dont know what th dinner called.
yeahs & went to aunty house instead of my grandma house to sleep.
cuz seriously there too many people.
sooooooooooo cramp lah.
keep waking up cuz my fone keep vibrating. Lols.
& because i cnt get used to th environment.
th bed is comfyyyyyyy. but i like my bed more.!
Zzz.

urgh, they look sweet ;D

hand in hand as they walk down th aisle.

pumpkincarriage.

then woke up by my cousin so early in th morning.
we went off to my grandma house.
th groom damn shuai can.
if only he is whiter. Lols.
he tooo dark, i dont like =/
haahh,
then we keep stalling his time lah.
asking him to do those embarrassing stuff
he supposed to do before he can see th birde.
it meant to be a traditional culture.
& i witness their kiss ._.
neverminds. it sweeeeeeet.
then they set off to th groom side on th carriage.
sound like a fairly tale horh. Zzz.
went to eat wedding dinner afterwards.
i was so hungry lah, waited so long.
then eat eat eat lah. & went home.
so tired.
HAPPY WEDDING.
when my turn? Lols. kidding. Zzz.
got to do my work. that philip.
& just to add on.
gouyue had difficulty pronousing canteen.
hahah!
she pronounced kitty. Lols.
we are just playing anyway. ;D
& i am sophisticated. smirk*

badly taken. blahs.

we pledge for our love under th ecohing bells.

2008-09-17T01:01:00.000-07:00

SWEETHART.! our hearts beat againts one.
URGHHHHHH.

2008-09-17T00:20:00.000-07:00

it the little thing in my life that makes me happy*

2 x 24 = 48. (;
wont be updating lah.
cuz there seriously soooo much hwk,
& somemore so many test to revise for.!
Zzz.
performance last friday.
midautumnfestival over already.
SAD.
went bugis last week too?
bought & bomb my mum pockets ;x
went singapore plaza last saturday.
lyke wahhhhh,
so many things to buy lah.
i was lyke saw this want this, saw that want that.
so maluuu, cuz was lyke suaku.
wedding dinner this saturday!
lyke uhms yayyyyy? ;D
i am afraid for my chinesetest.
neverminds.
how i wish i could have unlimited time leys.
i got to keep this post short.
seriously, & revise my geog.
hahah.
bye people.!
i want to be a good girl.
i am sophisticated.
smirk*

2008-09-11T04:57:00.000-07:00

th walls are breathing, my mind's pondering*

yuenyee want me to replyyy her tags.
so i shall go according to her wishes. lols.
went back with gouyue todayea, uhms happy ? ;D
yeahs, need to chiong hwk after this.
& i shall delicate this post to kangyuenyee (12) from twog08.

CHONG SHI QIN
blk 123, yishun st 12
#10-234
singapore 760123

11 september 2008

KANG YUENYEE
tako.
also a member of smirkies.
belongs to a student in twog.

Dear yuenyee,
re : reply tags.

how have you been.? i am doing fine, i think. Zzz.
you sure can crap alot. lols.
& sure, you're chio-er. dont use that sacarstic tone to talk to me.
i dont welcome that kind of treatment.
kindly please respect me, and of cuz yourself.
i sure flunked for my oral as i am not strong in english to get high marks.
i am not born to have an eloquence for speaking english. hahah.
uhms ? they dint print th oral picto clearly enough i think.
it quite unfair, but what can we do ?that life.
you claim that dabian is disguisting. & so ?
does that meant that you dont dabian?
it a natural process. everyone does it.
it nothing new, and it not nauseating at all.
stop acting lyke a spoilt child cuz you're not one.
you know, i civilised and you knew it. ;D
as you know, we learnt science
and we know that dabian is part of nature.
it served as a kind of fertiliser, it helps plants to grow.
though it does not look nice,
but it got such a important job to complete.
how could you reject a shyt just because it look lyke a shyt ?
it is a shyt. & a shyt.
it doesnt want to born liddat either. it've got no choice.
so yeahs, hope you could reflect about what i said earlier. =X
& sure , we must chiong together to get into good class next year.Zzz.
it doesnt sound lyke me. Lols.
neverminds, hahah.
k, i think i shall end here, takoooo ! ;D
tag more moreeeee !

yours sincerely,
chongshiqin ( takoo )

i know i've been really sophisticated.

2008-09-09T04:12:00.000-07:00

learn how to die, & learn how to live*

little miss bad.

urgh, veryyyyyyyy tired.
just came back from dance.
& people wanted me to update,
so yeahs.
i posted, thus must tag moreeeee. (;
our school held th mid autumn festival celebration this friday
& dance members are supposed to perfrom. lols.
wow, isnt that great =/
then yah, i am supposed to attend a wedding dinner next week.
one more week to someone birthday lehs ^^

dumboooo.

had our oral yesterday.!
was lyke ohmygod. lols.
mdm ng keep smiling at me,
& i keep ehhhhhhh .. ?!
i keep mumbling & shuggering and stuttering.
i cnt seems to catch up with schoodlwork recently also.
it lyke i just scraped through.
after that waited hours for yuenyee & regina.
i really waited very lonnnnnnnng for them.
somemore i feel lyke dabian please.
then meet up with them after they done.
i couldnt sleep watching th horror show alrights =X
LOLLLLLLLLLL.
keep tossing & flipping on th bed.
thus wake up listless in th morning. keep yawing in class. (;

trying out crystal's bag.

suits me mah? lols

i look as you go.
& when you decided to turn back.
i was no longer there.

2008-09-04T07:20:00.000-07:00

[edited]

DEARDEAR! ;D

Zzz.

i was lyke dunno what going on -.-

SHOO, SMIRKIES' SCARES PEOPLE ;D

zilian.

THREEEEEEEE!

WE.

united as we stand, divided as we fall.

GO SMIRKIES, GOOOOOO! ;D
kay, ignore those zilian pics lah.
i know i quite of idiotic looking. Zzz.
but neverminds. i shall sacrifice for th sake of smirkies.
cuz all of them look so nice while i was lyke uhms, haha.
speechless lah ;x
& i would like to credit yuenyee and ziqin for their great photography skill.
Zzz.
not to forget their cameras ;D
had fun today lah, really.
it been ages since i paint a smile.

[/edited]

2008-09-04T02:52:00.000-07:00

love only makes us stronger*

yesterday dance until my whole body ache lehs.
and i got two wedding dinner this month - september! (;
2 more weeks to someone birthday.
& today ?
yay. it's raining.
just came back from ziqin house.
her house damn neat yeahs ;D
her format of her house same as mine.
& i like gouyue bag lah! keep snatching from her mans.
hahah!
& she keep giving me that
"you very good lorh" face.
aiyah she liddat, dont care her (;
i already gave her face cuz i carried both her & mine lehs.
somemroe mine a shoebag,
thus it like quite weird for me to carry a handbag & a shoebag together.
we slacked. dint do anything actually. Zzz.
& went for lunch lorh.
gouyue slip and luckily she didnt fell on th wetwet road.
all beacuse i held her back ^^
lols, kidding.
i am not going to perform my chivery in front of her mans.
then eateateat lorh. bought bbt out of temptation.
back to ziqin house.
i sat for hours practicing for my piano. handworking ryte? (;
ziqin is my teacher, she taught me all th basic stuff.
i felt so stress please.
i cnt seems to catch up with her tremendous speed on playing th piano.
she played until damn nice lah. weinie also lorh.
except me can? SAD.
& weinie, gouyue join us after they become sianz playing audition.
we recorded down how we embarassed ourself singing and playing th piano.
gouyue & i are th singers while weinie is th pianist. ;D
breaking free is our target.
had fun lah.
half of th time, we were lyke laughing at gouyue voice ;p
hahah!
cuz she really funny lah. Zzz.
then zilian befroe going home.
there quite alot of photos to be upload lah.
shall update ltr at night after ziqin send me those photos. (;
and trained home.
keep singing & harrassing yuenyee with my dohraymefarsohla ti-doh.
happy todayea. (;
& currently i am so in love with neopets.
yuenyee helping me to create an account for audi soon.
i am going to xomplete my hwk soon, yeahs soon.
but i need help tremdously.
tralalala, lols random (:

我已经分不清,
你是友情还是错过的爱情 :/

2008-08-29T03:11:00.000-07:00

love light wings*

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY ;D
went back to jiemin too.
i cnt recognised where my classroom please.
Zzz.

ling, you know i love you. Lol

she always that chio. (;
nevermind, quite tired now. urghs.
bye people! ;D
no mood to post.

whatever it is.

2008-08-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

i fell again*

hecticweek ;x
mygod. Lol.
very stress lehs, & idky.
since it alr after exam.
whatever lah. stupid.
wont post much.
i very tired alr lehs, after dance was lyke. urghs.
yeahs & somemore i keep forgeting th move lah.
sad.
i really very tired :/
but i shadnt get emo here in case people lyke racheal nag at me again.
you know it a tortue for me to sit behind her?! ._.
hahah.
just kidding. Lol.

2008-08-25T00:38:00.000-07:00

i've got alot more to say*

HUITING & ME! :D

(;
wont post much,
bye people!
& huiting and me're lyke uhms whatever in th↑picture. Lol.
hahah.
from a artistic point of view,
that art a piece of art! (;

i've got a strong feeling.
that you would be back one day.

2008-08-22T00:36:00.000-07:00

balloons up high*

Lol, SHE WANTED ME TO REMOVE HER PREVIOUS PIC -.-

sorry gouyue, Lol.
you're th centre of attention lehs.
so chio, tsk. cannot compare to you lah.
you said you wanted to be on host mah, thus i grant your wish.
k, let's stop discussing about her.
hahah (;
shadnt post much today. i'm so tired lah, keep yawning in class.
cuz yesterday rush that linkage until 1+ please. Zzz.
yeahs, & of course.

HAPPYBIRTHDAY , LING (;
22aug.

stay chio & i love you.

one more week to holiday!! ;D

YAYYYYYYYYYY.

2008-08-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

i've been searching*

[;

this is th song, lalalala,
elmo song. (;
orh, & randam.
i think i'm addicted to th phrase - 我今天会比昨天更爱你
k, i sound love sick.
haa.

THIS IS QIN :D

hahah, & ignore me. i've a bad habit of posting ugly people.
and my hair abit messy. LOL.
i got not much picture to post, so you see?
hahah.
& we got back our result already.
not bad lehs, really! ( sacarstic ) :/
Zzz.
i want to work hard for my language.
i realise something lah,
it either i strive for language or my math & science.
i want to prove that i can do it manz (;
i dont want people to look down on me.
yeahs & my muscle ache lehs,
after what dance did to me yesterday & on tuesday.
holidays are coming (;
i want go out and playyyyyyyy.
yuenyee has a serious short term memory. Lol.
she make me run two times just for her to top up her ez link card.
actually we wanted to buy bbt first der,
however due to her 1kb memory space,
she didnt remember to top up her ez link card,
she then realised after we walk about 50m away from th mrt station,
yeah ryte. Zzz.
pro hor she.
& i actually crap to her alot.
i vandicate my love for her.
and this is my 987456321time failed liaos,
she rejected me. Lol.
kay, just kidding.
she got damn loads of stead liaos, ltr all come bash me.
aiyah, i just told her it my honour to know her,
and i'm very happy to had know her, because it our fate to know each other.
we would always see th same stranger for at least twice,
only that we dint know. ;P
hahah.
and yay, what makes me really happy today is because,
yuenyee and i was lyke smsing during class? Lol.
lame i know.
but quite fun lehs, when actually we're sitting near each other.
wasted quite alot of our sms too ;x
sorry yuenyee. i know you want sms your dear dear but i more important! (;
rush quite alot of hwk ytd because i dont what hwk was suppose to be handed in today.
scare me, because there still alot i haven do.
& this been long since i felt so stress. or should i say beyond stress.
thus i sms yuenyee. haha, but she slept already.
i know i shouldnt have do it.
but still, i said in chinese -
我现在才知道压力又如此的可怕。
or something liddat? i forgot.
haha, i'm lyke more & more addicted to chinese already. Lol.
tomorrow got chinese spelling too ;x
fail derlah, always been liddat.
BYE PEOPLE.

i couldnt find you in th crowd.

2008-08-18T06:01:00.001-07:00

DISAPPOINTED D;

BAD MOOD ;x

yeahs. & fail fail fail.
whatever. lame. Zzz.

i've been thinking, over & over again.

2008-08-17T03:45:00.000-07:00

M.I.C.K.E.Y LOLLIIPOP (;

this not me (;

bye common test ;D
sunday.
slacked , doesnt want to go out actually.
quite tired.
however due to a sudden desire to go out,
we actually went out to bishan to shop. lol.
bought quite lot of junkz. (;
lyke uhms gummies, & stuff toys.
LOL.
also bought my long wanted E.L.M.O
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
saw my primary school tecaher i think, huanglaoshi ?
along with her husband, maid, two children? ^^
hahah!
th son so cute lah.
but i m not sure if it her.
i recognise her & her voice though.
idk if she had quit or something.
however, i realise mothers are always that noble.
she could have quitted her carreer because of her two children?
i didnt know she got a son as well you know.
hahah. k maybe i was a little busybody ;x
aiyah, & tecahers will always have to act two character.
they will act lyke a devil in school.
but a fairly at home. Lol.
ps. that just a description. ZZZ.
nothing to post lah.
yeahs, bomb my own pockets ;x
i left with 10plus for th next two weeks please.
urghs.
and holidays are coming. (;
but thr isnt much difference you see,
just that we doesnt need to wake up that early.
i need sleep, sleep, sleep.
anw, i actually finish reading macbeth,
and understand what th content is about. Lol.
surprisingly huh.
k , i'm lame.
bye people. :D
yeahs,
& i m still troubled of my result though
after many shopping trips to relief stress.
i tends to buy alot of stuffz if i m unhappy or something.
sounds dramatic.
but quite true manz.
that why i left with 1/4 of my monthly pocket money.
kns.
sudden craze - soft toy ( elmo & carebear ) yeps.

[edited]
singapore vs china for pingpong.
jiayou for singapore.! (;
we musnt let our ancestor down manz.
singapore to break record. wohoo. lol.
k zihigh. Zzz.
but singapore opponent seems so strong ?
hahah. jiawei pro lor.
she ranked 6th in worldwide nation?
and th host quite funny lah.
he keep cheering for singapore in a very funny accent ;x
Lol.
[/edited]

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh;
im going crazy if this continues. Lol.

& stop your hyprocritness. bitch.

2008-08-14T23:27:00.000-07:00

though, i know it wasnt right*

countdown - 33days.
YAYYYYYYYYYY!
lyke finally,
exam over. (;
i very scared of math & science.
hahah.
though, yuenyee told me worry couldnt change anything.
however, my mind just couldnt take that off manz.
& by consoling myself doesnt work either.
Zzz.
i m really afraid.
i cnt fail this time round liaos.
i really got a very high expection this time lah.
but why must work done disappoint me time & time again?
rawrrrrrrr. ):

2008-08-14T00:16:00.000-07:00

cuz tonight will be th night i'ill fall for you*

SEE, SO FEW TAGS ONLY. TAG MORE PEOPLE! (;

LOLL.
kay i m lame.
anw SCIENCEPAPER tmr.
zzz.
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU! (;
current addiction - (R) skittles.
very very very de nice ohkay.
hahah!
no matter if it th sour one or not lah.
both is nice.
previous addiction - BATMANbatman ;D
Zzz.
dont you think batman is so cool?
-.-
yeahs i got to study for science liaos.
and DNT ah, linkage; cranks; & gears.
why am i so stupid ? ):
and HMT ah, why cnt i digest everything into my brain?
idk what th stupid passage writing abt manz.
why am i so stupid ?
rawrrrrrrrr.
& countdown - 34days (;

SCIENCE; SCIENCE & SCIENCE -%

why hasnt i realise;

2008-08-13T00:19:00.000-07:00

the solitary moments make me want to come back home*

countdown. 35days
urgh;
exam, MATHGEOGLITENG DONE! (;
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
LOL.
nothing to post.
neverminds.
goodbye & jiayous for th next few paper alrights?
lyke uhms DNT?
that one ah,
kns derlah.
ZZZ.
and i gotta flucked every of my paper -'-
esp math ah,
i only got that 0.0000001% for that stem & leaf diagram manz.
thus that q must get correct.
or i gotta got tht pathetic 4MARK only for my math.
geog & i wrote shyt.
eng i wrote rubbish.
lit i wrote about love storyae which is so extraaa
-.-
great. Zzz.

2008-08-08T21:38:00.001-07:00

yes it is;

ohokay,
anw people.
firstly, i wont update after common test.
secondly, i m alrights. thanks people !
thirdly, thanks everyone who have been tagging. tag more alrights. :D
that all,
JIAYOUS EVERYONE FOR CT!

那种痛你们一点也不了解，明知道自己一定做不到，
何必对自己的期望那么高?
我现在才明白，
为什么当初你要着要做。
];
sorry miss katherina.

2008-08-04T01:43:00.000-07:00

if you wanna cry , cry on my shoulder *

((((((((((((((;

LOLL.
i dont feel lyke posting lehs.
cuz thr NOTHING for me to post.
ZZZ!
ahh neverminds.
yuenyee ask me post,
thus i post lor.
see i so good,
listen to her.
KANG my dear dear yeahs. lol?
kang got cherry lips, peach & creamy complextion.
i promised to post, so you must tag hor!
KANGYUENYU!
tsk, i feel lyke eating her up manz.
kay kidding alrights.
ohh anw, i got a new name for shengang.
rachl & i made this up, it damn n funny lahs! :D
HAHAH!
SAI GANG ?! zzz.
i know i craping.
but seriously thr nothing for me to gossip about. (;
hahah,
shall end here thens.
jiayou for common test everyone .!
needless to say,
i flunked every of my class test pp.
SAD. SAD. SAD.
)))))))))))))))))))):

i spent almost th whole day on my skin.

LOLL.

do until pekchek.

thus, i left all th codes alone in a plight of anger.

ZZZ?

hahah, neverminds.
& actually wanted to some home early to study,
since thr lyke nothing goin on in th afternoon lyke finally lah.
ZZZ!
& i actually ended up posting?
LOL. sianz.

kay & i decided to study now.

thr alot of formulae i dk understand manz.

my brain , tsk.

dont ever aks me why my brain so small.

HAHAH!

ANW , PEOPLE I NEED MORE TAGS! LOLL.
thus, do tag more ohk !

2008-08-03T01:03:00.001-07:00

i shouldnt have cared. grr

2008-08-03T01:02:00.000-07:00

TAGS REPLYYYY! :D

JUINYING: LOL.
JIAYI : eeew, hahah. dont b sacarstic too (;
JUINYING : YO! (:
REGINA : LOL? no lah, sorry for that vugular post. i dont meant it.
YUENYEE : takoo , takoo! (:
WENCHIEN : CHIENWEN! hahah, okay lah x'3

TAG MORE PEOPLE!

2008-08-02T22:26:00.001-07:00

if only you knew*

:D

changed skin. it too plain, maybe.
hahah,
nevermind , shall change again lah.
i wont be posting too soon too cause common test coming.
too bad. but do tag more k ! :D
nothing more to say,
well i m stressed.
stressed ahhhhhhhhhh.
ZZZ.

if i fall for you over & again,
dont make me change my mind,

2008-07-30T03:37:00.001-07:00

what can love do? *

x'3

hahah,
i realise i m more & more active in blogging yeahs.
common test nearing lah.
and i just couldnt part with 2G.
2 years lehs.
it not say part jiu part.
human got feelings derleh. (;
zzz.
LOL?
i sure cnt stay in 2G derlah.
yanglaoshi alr said.
i tried , & study.
& i admit i didnt put much effort in it.
thus, couldnt blame anyone lor.
anw , today stay back for dance.
walaueh,
in mph agains!
ZZZ!
damn hot alrights?
kns lah.
i was lyke raining can?
then rush for tht two dance performance.
one is syf whereas th other is th huazuwhu?
lol,
& i duwnant to leave 2G.

ohh, and random.
grey & emerald is so damn nice lah. (;
hahah!
i want rachel colour pen manz.
it so bright, so colourful.
it simply @#$%^&* !
:D

i want your shoulder, badly.
& beacuse it warm and secure.

2008-07-29T03:31:00.000-07:00

dont remember those times *

WEDDING DINNER LOL.

went to wedding th day before der before. :D
th couple so sweet eh.
hahah,
somemore th host ,
look a bit lyke mr oh ,
still yamseng until so high pitch.
ZZZ!
& i just couldnt stop laughing at him.
HAHAH!
i know i m mean. (;

ZZZ!

& idky i found this pic LOL.
i look so guy whn i was much younger lehs,
cause it doesnt look lyke me.
dont seems to ahve th same resemblence.
yeahhs & because i not much hair de =x
but i seems to lyke this pic lah.
i miss those innocent times.
we grow up finding ourselves wanting to find back our past self. (;
uhms.
ZZZ ?!
anw , today napfa manz.
BAD.
lol, i got a B lah.
i know , BAD.
hahah,
& my shuttle run broke my record yeahhs. ):
in th last round ,
we ,
jingyi,
regina
& i compete,
so funny lah.
i was trying to run,
cause couldnt lose to that regina. (;
ZZZ.
walaueh,
it's damn freaking tired alrights.
then i realise my studying speed damn slow lah.
i couldnt catch up what ma khaw trying to say.
lyke whatthell ?
so i was trying to mug those definition.
lyke e.f.m is of any electrical source is th work done by th source,
in driving a unit of charge around th circuit.
good lehs. (;
LOL.
& i m an internal!
kay, that means i m mature alrights.
unlike gouyue aunty & yuenyee =x
internal believes more in effort done in order to b successful.
whereas external believes more in fate,
luck & chances.
this proves that i m mature, MATURE! :D
kay, was kidding alrights.
hahah.
then hmt, & dance.
my spelling improve,
cause i got learn mah.
i got study derleh. (;
smirk*
LOL.

2008-07-28T02:32:00.000-07:00

your arms are my shelter ; & my hiding place forever *

SAMAKAU (:

yayyyyyyyyyyyyy (;
went to samakau on dunno which date liaos.
but fun.
lol,
put it simply ,
just very very de nice lah. (;
i want go on cruise agains lah,
that singapore flyerrr seems nice too alrights ?!
LOL.
edward another shuaige.
too bad, he's a little old.
& married.
hahah.
i want go thr for star gazing someday too ! :D
somebody accompany me too k ?!

ohh anw, i suddenly have a craze for emerald.
LOL ?!
idky please.
but dont you think th colour quite nice. :D
hahah.

我不知道为什么我这么在乎那一切，
虽然那一切对我来说并不是很重要，
但是我始终觉得很为难。
我累了。
放过我吧，
如果一切能回到从前，
那该有多好。

2008-07-19T05:41:00.000-07:00

i was trying very hard ,
just to be tht someone.

i realise i got to save my dead blog ,
it damn pathetic .
so , do tag more kay ?!
today went back to sch for some stupid chinese play ?
okayy luh ,
onlyy that last year food better thn this year . :D
hahah!
anw , thr a very unreasonable person kay .
i merely did nothing ,
i just call gouyue can ?!
& she scolded me .
say what ,
zhe wei tong xue ,
ru guo ni zai jiao gouyue ,
wo jiu gen ni fan nian .
whatthehell ?
damn unreasonable alrights .
it none of her business which name i wanna shoot off my mouth .
i dont care even if she going to view my blog luh kay .
i shown her respect ,
& didnt even scold her vugular in th first place .
it lyke as if she just scolded me for nothing ?
you think she wad?
i'ill be happy if she just disappear from my life luh.
ZZZ.
she in no position to fall out with me.
cause we dunno each otehr in th first place alrights?
fcuk

ignore me luh kay ,
just note that thr someone who heavenly unreasonable .
dont ask me anything .
i m not going to tell.
LOL.
hahah!
& dont b too curious.
it wont earn you anything ,
& i m not trying to b mean.
i m pissed off over what she said.
put yourself in my own shoe ,
if you bump into such ,
you sure angry der what ryte? =x

& i m always troubled.
when can i ever get myself out of these ordeal ?
when ?
idk how am i going to face you ,
but just know that iloveyou.
we must b strong to face th upcoming difficulties together.
if our relationship could stand th test of time ,
it onlyy shows that we are true to each other.
idk if you r going to look down on me.
but thr alot of things you wont understand.
thr no right or wrong in a relationship.
cause you dont a reason to love tht someone.
i just want an answer from you,
dont lie .
i just want you to tell me that you love me ,
and you really do .
i would know ,
i can sense
if it either a yes or no .

2008-07-10T04:55:00.000-07:00

i cnt belive you r th one who build me up ,
& to tear me down .

sorry f0r not posting so lonng luh ,
g0t nothing for me to update ,
LOL.
i'ill update as long as thr something interesting happend. (:
hahaha ,
last last wk .. ?
i forgot luh ,
our sch held all jeans day ,
damn cool .
everyone wear their home tee and jeans to sch luh ,
luckily GOUYUE never wear her aunty tee ,
ZZZ ?!
yeahhs thn had our sch anniversary last friday ,
ohkeh luh ,
n0thing much ,
n0thing much ,
i've been busy doing myy hwk ,
been busy thinking some stuff ,
& i knew that i would never be tht sucessful .
i m tired , really .
of competing and challenging what i desired to have .
it suck alot ,
i really wonder if i m happy ,
mayb i m ,
to appreciate what i already have ,
and mayb not ,
to envy those people for what they got .
in the end ,
th ending will always got a looser ,
and that always got to b me ?
idk ,
nobody would know how i feels ,
cause youu r not me ,
neither am i youu .
i dunno how you felt too .
mayb i know ,
but i just dont understand .

that million pieces of troubles add up to a piece of map ,
guiding me whr to go ,
though th journey may not seems smooth ,
but at least ,
youu r th one who push me forward ,
if not for tht piece of map ,
i wouldnt know who am i ,
sometimes ,
i m confused though ,
for thr more than one ans to th destination ,
but i promised ,
i'ill continue to strive on ,
continue to move on .
until one day ,
when i finally see th light at th end of th tunnel .
love is lyke a road whr i wanna keep going ;
& life is a river i wanna keep flowing .
i wont give up ,
until th day i finally understands what i m suppose to understand .

/}

2008-06-28T22:17:00.000-07:00

i done loads of thinking ,
& came to realise that it wasnt your fault .

SAD .
i justt finished learning myy chi tingxie kay ,
lyke hell luh .
i dunno if i will pass againns ,
HAHAHA ,
cause i used to fail ,
and yanglaoshi will b lyke zz ,
i can imagine her face if i were to fail againns ,
h0pe i pass luh . (:
cause myy chi n0t tht go0d ,
somemore is tingxie ,
ZZZ .. ?!
haven done my hwk,
lols,
how to do geog [?]
eng done half-way onlyy ,
I MMMMM STRESSED .
grr .
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL ,
)))))))))))))):

2008-06-27T05:21:00.000-07:00

it was a lie ,
& it will always be .

ALOT things happend this few days ,
lols,
& i lazy elaborate .
normal sch days with many manny hwk ,
kay anw ,
went out with HONG REGINA todayae . (:
we had fun .
kay first time she didnt scold f on msn .
GREAT! :D
lol ,
yeahhs shop , walk , eat and talkk .
bought n0thing in th end . ):
haha , cause i g0t nothing to buy luh ,
thn decided to take bus h0me ,
i walk a lonnng way before i reach home alrights ,
HAHA!
i realise , suddenly .
th w0rld is actually THAT beautiful . (:

kay ,
just now ,
at around 7 plus .. ?
th ground was shaking ,
damn scary alrights .
ZZ ,
myy mummy was lyk ,
asking me if i could sense tht th ground shaking also ,
vari scary lehs ,
idk if it was a you kn0w ?
sort of earthquake ?
or isit because of tht lift unprading affecting and caused all tht ,
LOL ,
thn whn it was shaking tht time ,
i suddenly realise i got alot to say ,
& still yet to accomplish my wish ,
if onlyy ,
time would reverse ,
i would -

if i really didnt got a chance to see you all anymoree
CHOY *
ZZ
i really really really wanted to say iloveyou ,
everyone duh ,
th0ugh ,
thr alot things i couldnt explain ,
and thr alot of times i've been dishonest ,
i would always rmb th time we've been together ,
& sorry if i've been a very bad friend .

youu wont know how i felt luh ,
it lyke ,
as th0ugh you th0ught youu wld die with regrets lol ,
suddenly ,
youu would wake up ?
as if you suddenly know what you have been doing ,
and how you been treating everyone ,
how you this ,
how you that .
th fear is s0mething that couldnt be define ,
i m really afraid ,
afraid tht i couldnt get a chance to say iloveyouu againns .

& because having it and losing it ,
is far m0re miserable to having it at th fisrt place .

2008-06-24T04:04:00.001-07:00

(:

kay ,
todayae meet up with ah gao ,
& as expected ,
she was late
-.-
kay neverminnds ,
yeahh thn sch as usual ,
with th exception tht sch started late ,
nine instaed of seven. (:
happy , well sort of ,
cause i can sleep late ,
lols,
thn everyone was lyke lo0king at me ,
on th way whn i went up to meet with ah gao luh.
cause i was wearing myy unif0rm ,
thn other poeple th0ught tht i was late or something .. ?
sch was suposse to start ages ag0 ,
& somemore i was strolling
haha ,
so funny & lame to0 =x
th m0rning was damn warm,
i kept sweating ,
ZZ
lesson started with ,
pe ,
science ,
eng ,
cloves ,
& finally dance
thn home. (:
haha anw ,
please IGNORE myy previous p0st ,
if youu dint did anything behind myy backk ,
you dont need to feel guilty ,
& thus d0nt think tht i mm refering to youu ,
i just want to vent myy fustration on a non-living thing. :D
kay so ,
BYE! (:
dont worry too ,
im fine ,
after scolding tht whom-ever-it-may-concern. (:

2008-06-24T03:33:00.001-07:00

TO :
whom ever it may concern -

tell y0u ,
i m n0t stupidd.
WHAT DO YOU TREAT ME AS ? =x
ohh ,
i forget something lehs , tsk.
haha ,
neverminnds ,
iyarh two simple word ,
y0uu suck . (:
& of c0urse ,
dont worry ,
i wont hate youu for what you did .
instaed , if you shld have known me well ,
you shld kn0w what i will do to you .
i d0nt feel lyke embarrassing YOU infront of everybody here ,
for telling everyone what you did ,
it simply disgusting and yucky
you wont lyke it ,
& because im a go0d girl .
LOL

youu done a go0d j0b , indeed (:
and i lyke it .
a big big THANKYOU luh. :D
it's been such a l0ng time since i vent myy fustrati0n here ,
so can youu imagine how well you d0ne ?
thus why d0nt youu go lo0k f0r such j0b ,
and of c0urse STICK on to it and stop doing youu-kn0w-what .
tht vari lame .

i kn0w i m at fault too ,
well sometime ,
i apologise ,
but couldnt compare f0r what y0uu did ,
LOL
youu can hate me ,
f0r spoiling your good plan =x
opps ,
lols haha ,
& i w0nt mind .
soooooooooo ,
if youu ch0o0se to believe i m being so mean here ,
thn go ahead ,
but d0nt forget ,
what youu did too ,
you dont have th right to sayy ,
thus kindly please shut up and refect ,

d0nt assume tht i m saying THAT ,
and f0r th concern for your future ,
d0nt always assume tht you r always right ,
always hold th authority f0r everything ,
learnt how to say something y0u REALLY mean it
ZZZ
i dunwant other people to end up lyke me ,
th0ugh i m n0rt tht pathetic ,
but for those who are a little weaker in character ,
i dunno what will they do lehs ,
commit suicide mayb .. ?
haha but f0r YOU ?!
well , it n0t worth it you kn0w =x
and this post is bey0nd what you kn0w ,
thinnnnk harder ;) *
haha ,

y0u kn0w it for your own go0d ,
see i so good ,
haha ,
cho0se not to read this post if you dont lyke it ,
it isint even vugular at all anw ,

THANKYOU :D

2008-06-23T02:02:00.001-07:00

2008-06-23T01:56:00.001-07:00

school reopens todayae ,
was lyke uhms .. ?
damn high. (:
haha ,
all beacause of that gouyue & yuenyee ! :D
and i changed myy skin.
kay holi haven done much ,
shopping , dance , sleep , eat , talk ZZ
i want the dec holis ,
bud i duwant to part with twoG. ):
i know i c0nfirm will ,
yangla0shi alr scold me lyke dunno wad ,
say wad i must buck up. (:
lols ,
thn changed place today ,
lyke what yangla0shi promised us ,
& i cnt get used to the shengagng sitting next to me !
cause he always sit infront of me thn i wld call him
"QIAN MIAN DE!"
haha , n0thing to say lerluh ,
BYE! (: