i cnt belive you r th one who build me up ,
& to tear me down .

sorry f0r not posting so lonng luh ,
g0t nothing for me to update ,
LOL.
i'ill update as long as thr something interesting happend. (:
hahaha ,
last last wk .. ?
i forgot luh ,
our sch held all jeans day ,
damn cool .
everyone wear their home tee and jeans to sch luh ,
luckily GOUYUE never wear her aunty tee ,
ZZZ ?!
yeahhs thn had our sch anniversary last friday ,
ohkeh luh ,
n0thing much ,
n0thing much ,
i've been busy doing myy hwk ,
been busy thinking some stuff ,
& i knew that i would never be tht sucessful .
i m tired , really .
of competing and challenging what i desired to have .
it suck alot ,
i really wonder if i m happy ,
mayb i m ,
to appreciate what i already have ,
and mayb not ,
to envy those people for what they got .
in the end ,
th ending will always got a looser ,
and that always got to b me ?
idk ,
nobody would know how i feels ,
cause youu r not me ,
neither am i youu .
i dunno how you felt too .
mayb i know ,
but i just dont understand .

that million pieces of troubles add up to a piece of map ,
guiding me whr to go ,
though th journey may not seems smooth ,
but at least ,
youu r th one who push me forward ,
if not for tht piece of map ,
i wouldnt know who am i ,
sometimes ,
i m confused though ,
for thr more than one ans to th destination ,
but i promised ,
i'ill continue to strive on ,
continue to move on .
until one day ,
when i finally see th light at th end of th tunnel .
love is lyke a road whr i wanna keep going ;
& life is a river i wanna keep flowing .
i wont give up ,
until th day i finally understands what i m suppose to understand .

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