what can love do? *


x'3

hahah,
i realise i m more & more active in blogging yeahs.
common test nearing lah.
and i just couldnt part with 2G.
2 years lehs.
it not say part jiu part.
human got feelings derleh. (;
zzz.
LOL?
i sure cnt stay in 2G derlah.
yanglaoshi alr said.
i tried , & study.
& i admit i didnt put much effort in it.
thus, couldnt blame anyone lor.
anw , today stay back for dance.
walaueh,
in mph agains!
ZZZ!
damn hot alrights?
kns lah.
i was lyke raining can?
then rush for tht two dance performance.
one is syf whereas th other is th huazuwhu?
lol,
& i duwnant to leave 2G.


ohh, and random.
grey & emerald is so damn nice lah. (;
hahah!
i want rachel colour pen manz.
it so bright, so colourful.
it simply @#$%^&* !
:D






i want your shoulder, badly.
& beacuse it warm and secure.

dont remember those times *


WEDDING DINNER LOL.


went to wedding th day before der before. :D
th couple so sweet eh.
hahah,
somemore th host ,
look a bit lyke mr oh ,
still yamseng until so high pitch.
ZZZ!
& i just couldnt stop laughing at him.
HAHAH!
i know i m mean. (;





ZZZ!

& idky i found this pic LOL.
i look so guy whn i was much younger lehs,
cause it doesnt look lyke me.
dont seems to ahve th same resemblence.
yeahhs & because i not much hair de =x
but i seems to lyke this pic lah.
i miss those innocent times.
we grow up finding ourselves wanting to find back our past self. (;
uhms.
ZZZ ?!
anw , today napfa manz.
BAD.
lol, i got a B lah.
i know , BAD.
hahah,
& my shuttle run broke my record yeahhs. ):
in th last round ,
we ,
jingyi,
regina
& i compete,
so funny lah.
i was trying to run,
cause couldnt lose to that regina. (;
ZZZ.
walaueh,
it's damn freaking tired alrights.
then i realise my studying speed damn slow lah.
i couldnt catch up what ma khaw trying to say.
lyke whatthell ?
so i was trying to mug those definition.
lyke e.f.m is of any electrical source is th work done by th source,
in driving a unit of charge around th circuit.
good lehs. (;
LOL.
& i m an internal!
kay, that means i m mature alrights.
unlike gouyue aunty & yuenyee =x
internal believes more in effort done in order to b successful.
whereas external believes more in fate,
luck & chances.
this proves that i m mature, MATURE! :D
kay, was kidding alrights.
hahah.
then hmt, & dance.
my spelling improve,
cause i got learn mah.
i got study derleh. (;
smirk*
LOL.

your arms are my shelter ; & my hiding place forever *


SAMAKAU (:

yayyyyyyyyyyyyy (;
went to samakau on dunno which date liaos.
but fun.
lol,
put it simply ,
just very very de nice lah. (;
i want go on cruise agains lah,
that singapore flyerrr seems nice too alrights ?!
LOL.
edward another shuaige.
too bad, he's a little old.
& married.
hahah.
i want go thr for star gazing someday too ! :D
somebody accompany me too k ?!

ohh anw, i suddenly have a craze for emerald.
LOL ?!
idky please.
but dont you think th colour quite nice. :D
hahah.

我不知道为什么我这么在乎那一切，
虽然那一切对我来说并不是很重要，
但是我始终觉得很为难。
我累了。
放过我吧，
如果一切能回到从前，
那该有多好。

i was trying very hard ,
just to be tht someone.

i realise i got to save my dead blog ,
it damn pathetic .
so , do tag more kay ?!
today went back to sch for some stupid chinese play ?
okayy luh ,
onlyy that last year food better thn this year . :D
hahah!
anw , thr a very unreasonable person kay .
i merely did nothing ,
i just call gouyue can ?!
& she scolded me .
say what ,
zhe wei tong xue ,
ru guo ni zai jiao gouyue ,
wo jiu gen ni fan nian .
whatthehell ?
damn unreasonable alrights .
it none of her business which name i wanna shoot off my mouth .
i dont care even if she going to view my blog luh kay .
i shown her respect ,
& didnt even scold her vugular in th first place .
it lyke as if she just scolded me for nothing ?
you think she wad?
i'ill be happy if she just disappear from my life luh.
ZZZ.
she in no position to fall out with me.
cause we dunno each otehr in th first place alrights?
fcuk

ignore me luh kay ,
just note that thr someone who heavenly unreasonable .
dont ask me anything .
i m not going to tell.
LOL.
hahah!
& dont b too curious.
it wont earn you anything ,
& i m not trying to b mean.
i m pissed off over what she said.
put yourself in my own shoe ,
if you bump into such ,
you sure angry der what ryte? =x

& i m always troubled.
when can i ever get myself out of these ordeal ?
when ?
idk how am i going to face you ,
but just know that iloveyou.
we must b strong to face th upcoming difficulties together.
if our relationship could stand th test of time ,
it onlyy shows that we are true to each other.
idk if you r going to look down on me.
but thr alot of things you wont understand.
thr no right or wrong in a relationship.
cause you dont a reason to love tht someone.
i just want an answer from you,
dont lie .
i just want you to tell me that you love me ,
and you really do .
i would know ,
i can sense
if it either a yes or no .

i cnt belive you r th one who build me up ,
& to tear me down .

sorry f0r not posting so lonng luh ,
g0t nothing for me to update ,
LOL.
i'ill update as long as thr something interesting happend. (:
hahaha ,
last last wk .. ?
i forgot luh ,
our sch held all jeans day ,
damn cool .
everyone wear their home tee and jeans to sch luh ,
luckily GOUYUE never wear her aunty tee ,
ZZZ ?!
yeahhs thn had our sch anniversary last friday ,
ohkeh luh ,
n0thing much ,
n0thing much ,
i've been busy doing myy hwk ,
been busy thinking some stuff ,
& i knew that i would never be tht sucessful .
i m tired , really .
of competing and challenging what i desired to have .
it suck alot ,
i really wonder if i m happy ,
mayb i m ,
to appreciate what i already have ,
and mayb not ,
to envy those people for what they got .
in the end ,
th ending will always got a looser ,
and that always got to b me ?
idk ,
nobody would know how i feels ,
cause youu r not me ,
neither am i youu .
i dunno how you felt too .
mayb i know ,
but i just dont understand .

that million pieces of troubles add up to a piece of map ,
guiding me whr to go ,
though th journey may not seems smooth ,
but at least ,
youu r th one who push me forward ,
if not for tht piece of map ,
i wouldnt know who am i ,
sometimes ,
i m confused though ,
for thr more than one ans to th destination ,
but i promised ,
i'ill continue to strive on ,
continue to move on .
until one day ,
when i finally see th light at th end of th tunnel .
love is lyke a road whr i wanna keep going ;
& life is a river i wanna keep flowing .
i wont give up ,
until th day i finally understands what i m suppose to understand .

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