it was a lie ,
& it will always be .

ALOT things happend this few days ,
lols,
& i lazy elaborate .
normal sch days with many manny hwk ,
kay anw ,
went out with HONG REGINA todayae . (:
we had fun .
kay first time she didnt scold f on msn .
GREAT! :D
lol ,
yeahhs shop , walk , eat and talkk .
bought n0thing in th end . ):
haha , cause i g0t nothing to buy luh ,
thn decided to take bus h0me ,
i walk a lonnng way before i reach home alrights ,
HAHA!
i realise , suddenly .
th w0rld is actually THAT beautiful . (:

kay ,
just now ,
at around 7 plus .. ?
th ground was shaking ,
damn scary alrights .
ZZ ,
myy mummy was lyk ,
asking me if i could sense tht th ground shaking also ,
vari scary lehs ,
idk if it was a you kn0w ?
sort of earthquake ?
or isit because of tht lift unprading affecting and caused all tht ,
LOL ,
thn whn it was shaking tht time ,
i suddenly realise i got alot to say ,
& still yet to accomplish my wish ,
if onlyy ,
time would reverse ,
i would -

if i really didnt got a chance to see you all anymoree
CHOY *
ZZ
i really really really wanted to say iloveyou ,
everyone duh ,
th0ugh ,
thr alot things i couldnt explain ,
and thr alot of times i've been dishonest ,
i would always rmb th time we've been together ,
& sorry if i've been a very bad friend .

youu wont know how i felt luh ,
it lyke ,
as th0ugh you th0ught youu wld die with regrets lol ,
suddenly ,
youu would wake up ?
as if you suddenly know what you have been doing ,
and how you been treating everyone ,
how you this ,
how you that .
th fear is s0mething that couldnt be define ,
i m really afraid ,
afraid tht i couldnt get a chance to say iloveyouu againns .



& because having it and losing it ,
is far m0re miserable to having it at th fisrt place .