i done loads of thinking ,
& came to realise that it wasnt your fault .


SAD .
i justt finished learning myy chi tingxie kay ,
lyke hell luh .
i dunno if i will pass againns ,
HAHAHA ,
cause i used to fail ,
and yanglaoshi will b lyke zz ,
i can imagine her face if i were to fail againns ,
h0pe i pass luh . (:
cause myy chi n0t tht go0d ,
somemore is tingxie ,
ZZZ .. ?!
haven done my hwk,
lols,
how to do geog [?]
eng done half-way onlyy ,
I MMMMM STRESSED .
grr .
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL ,
)))))))))))))):

it was a lie ,
& it will always be .

ALOT things happend this few days ,
lols,
& i lazy elaborate .
normal sch days with many manny hwk ,
kay anw ,
went out with HONG REGINA todayae . (:
we had fun .
kay first time she didnt scold f on msn .
GREAT! :D
lol ,
yeahhs shop , walk , eat and talkk .
bought n0thing in th end . ):
haha , cause i g0t nothing to buy luh ,
thn decided to take bus h0me ,
i walk a lonnng way before i reach home alrights ,
HAHA!
i realise , suddenly .
th w0rld is actually THAT beautiful . (:

kay ,
just now ,
at around 7 plus .. ?
th ground was shaking ,
damn scary alrights .
ZZ ,
myy mummy was lyk ,
asking me if i could sense tht th ground shaking also ,
vari scary lehs ,
idk if it was a you kn0w ?
sort of earthquake ?
or isit because of tht lift unprading affecting and caused all tht ,
LOL ,
thn whn it was shaking tht time ,
i suddenly realise i got alot to say ,
& still yet to accomplish my wish ,
if onlyy ,
time would reverse ,
i would -

if i really didnt got a chance to see you all anymoree
CHOY *
ZZ
i really really really wanted to say iloveyou ,
everyone duh ,
th0ugh ,
thr alot things i couldnt explain ,
and thr alot of times i've been dishonest ,
i would always rmb th time we've been together ,
& sorry if i've been a very bad friend .

youu wont know how i felt luh ,
it lyke ,
as th0ugh you th0ught youu wld die with regrets lol ,
suddenly ,
youu would wake up ?
as if you suddenly know what you have been doing ,
and how you been treating everyone ,
how you this ,
how you that .
th fear is s0mething that couldnt be define ,
i m really afraid ,
afraid tht i couldnt get a chance to say iloveyouu againns .



& because having it and losing it ,
is far m0re miserable to having it at th fisrt place .

(:

kay ,
todayae meet up with ah gao ,
& as expected ,
she was late
-.-
kay neverminnds ,
yeahh thn sch as usual ,
with th exception tht sch started late ,
nine instaed of seven. (:
happy , well sort of ,
cause i can sleep late ,
lols,
thn everyone was lyke lo0king at me ,
on th way whn i went up to meet with ah gao luh.
cause i was wearing myy unif0rm ,
thn other poeple th0ught tht i was late or something .. ?
sch was suposse to start ages ag0 ,
& somemore i was strolling
haha ,
so funny & lame to0 =x
th m0rning was damn warm,
i kept sweating ,
ZZ
lesson started with ,
pe ,
science ,
eng ,
cloves ,
& finally dance
thn home. (:
haha anw ,
please IGNORE myy previous p0st ,
if youu dint did anything behind myy backk ,
you dont need to feel guilty ,
& thus d0nt think tht i mm refering to youu ,
i just want to vent myy fustration on a non-living thing. :D
kay so ,
BYE! (:
dont worry too ,
im fine ,
after scolding tht whom-ever-it-may-concern. (:

TO :
whom ever it may concern -

tell y0u ,
i m n0t stupidd.
WHAT DO YOU TREAT ME AS ? =x
ohh ,
i forget something lehs , tsk.
haha ,
neverminnds ,
iyarh two simple word ,
y0uu suck . (:
& of c0urse ,
dont worry ,
i wont hate youu for what you did .
instaed , if you shld have known me well ,
you shld kn0w what i will do to you .
i d0nt feel lyke embarrassing YOU infront of everybody here ,
for telling everyone what you did ,
it simply disgusting and yucky
you wont lyke it ,
& because im a go0d girl .
LOL

youu done a go0d j0b , indeed (:
and i lyke it .
a big big THANKYOU luh. :D
it's been such a l0ng time since i vent myy fustrati0n here ,
so can youu imagine how well you d0ne ?
thus why d0nt youu go lo0k f0r such j0b ,
and of c0urse STICK on to it and stop doing youu-kn0w-what .
tht vari lame .

i kn0w i m at fault too ,
well sometime ,
i apologise ,
but couldnt compare f0r what y0uu did ,
LOL
youu can hate me ,
f0r spoiling your good plan =x
opps ,
lols haha ,
& i w0nt mind .
soooooooooo ,
if youu ch0o0se to believe i m being so mean here ,
thn go ahead ,
but d0nt forget ,
what youu did too ,
you dont have th right to sayy ,
thus kindly please shut up and refect ,


d0nt assume tht i m saying THAT ,
and f0r th concern for your future ,
d0nt always assume tht you r always right ,
always hold th authority f0r everything ,
learnt how to say something y0u REALLY mean it
ZZZ
i dunwant other people to end up lyke me ,
th0ugh i m n0rt tht pathetic ,
but for those who are a little weaker in character ,
i dunno what will they do lehs ,
commit suicide mayb .. ?
haha but f0r YOU ?!
well , it n0t worth it you kn0w =x
and this post is bey0nd what you kn0w ,
thinnnnk harder ;) *
haha ,

y0u kn0w it for your own go0d ,
see i so good ,
haha ,
cho0se not to read this post if you dont lyke it ,
it isint even vugular at all anw ,


THANKYOU :D

school reopens todayae ,
was lyke uhms .. ?
damn high. (:
haha ,
all beacause of that gouyue & yuenyee ! :D
and i changed myy skin.
kay holi haven done much ,
shopping , dance , sleep , eat , talk ZZ
i want the dec holis ,
bud i duwant to part with twoG. ):
i know i c0nfirm will ,
yangla0shi alr scold me lyke dunno wad ,
say wad i must buck up. (:
lols ,
thn changed place today ,
lyke what yangla0shi promised us ,
& i cnt get used to the shengagng sitting next to me !
cause he always sit infront of me thn i wld call him
"QIAN MIAN DE!"
haha , n0thing to say lerluh ,
BYE! (: